Written by Quynh
09.08.2021
hey, sunshine, good mourning
it’s been a while since i’ve seen you,
i thought i might drop by
and catch you up on all the news.
so, sunshine, what’s life like
six feet beneath the grass?
i know your dad, he meant to visit
but i guess he had to pass.
look, sunshine, i brought you
a handful of sunflowers
remember, they were your favorite
and you could lie with them for hours?
but, sunshine, i miss you
even though its been so long
i miss the way your fingers danced
on guitar strings in a song.
and sometimes, i think my friends are whispering
behind their hands at me
sometimes i think i’ll be lost to history
and i miss your loyalty.
sunshine, life’s been messy
even more so, as of late
see, sunshine, it hit me
out of nowhere yesterday;
i’m about to outlive you
and your jacket is starting to fray
i’m almost older than you were
when the lake took you away.
sunshine, how do i live with that?
the settling of life scores—
how do i go on like this?
how do i wake in the wake of yours?
Quynh is sixteen, and has spent all sixteen of her years in love with words. Language and lyric have been lifelines in a long line of learning and loss, poetry and fiction both instrumental to her heart. She currently lives in Northern California, where she may almost always be found with a pen in her hand.
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